I wonder, sometimes

I read something recently, don't know if it's true.

A narcissist is someone who has an inordinate fascination with himself or herself. Someone who thinks only about me, me, me.

Borderline personality disorder is the opposite. For those with this disorder, there is no me.

There's no me here. I wonder sometimes where I am. I am whoever I need to be to get through the moment. I adjust and adapt and carry expectations like mothers lug heavy diaper bags or business people hump through airports with a carry-on and a laptop.

I wonder, sometimes, where I am.